Guidance Counselors Suck.

Why is it that guidance counselors do nothing? They sit there and say that is ok to feel the way you feel, because you are young and going through "changes". They say things that change nothing. I sit there and I say the normal things that everyone knows about me, and the same is true for any teenager. I just repeat it for him, pretend to feel, but still am unable to cry in front of  this strange being. I lie, yet I spill my guts, leaving out names. But then I do something remarkable, I tell him that sometimes I am depressed for no reason. Sometime I cry for no reason sometimes I am not sure. And he says that crying is a release, weather it be happy or sad or angry, it is a release, and that makes me think for a moment, what am I releasing, why is it that my mask is gone? where did it go? Why am I feeling? But still I say that I have gotten rid of waste, and un-needed people in my life and he tells mo to do that. And I say I keep a journal, and I write and talk to friends about my feelings, and he tells me to do that. I tell him I don't gossip (or TRY really hard not to) and he tells me to do that to eliminate gossip. I say to him, That I am 
different and I always have been and he says that some of the greatest minds in the world were "different", I say well I am, different, not brilliant, different. I just don't fit in with 'them' the preps, the mother-fuckers. And I am ok with that and he says, well not everyone can fit in with the snobs, and that's ok. All he said was that everything was ok. nothing I didn't already know. I only came away with is that I am releasing, something I just really don't know what, I am completely confused about what I am, I am unsure as to why I am depressed.