My Soul


an ever-growing presence

lingers in my soul


flowing out through my tears



hateful thoughts


leaking out with my warm blood

dripping from my wrists



thoughts of my demise

tempt me nightly


ever-growing to be more a 

mouth-wateringly attainable,



hell seems inviting

from these sinister eyes


my view has been distorted,

no longer can I survive


I am a nomad

in a immense universe

I have no one place to go

I will wonder forever


I speculate if I will ever

go anywhere

in this cruel world


cold words spill from

my corrupt lips

severing friendships

that have lasted years


I am unfit

to live on this earth

any longer