Abused

I don't know where to turn

what in the hell did I do to deserve that?

petty fight, stupid over reaction

I am probably just as pathetic as she says I am

I'll never amount to anything

because I can't do anything right

and I never will

I am stupid and clumsy

Pull my hair until it falls out

it'll never change that

and you know it too

scream at me until my ears bleed

and nothing will be different

you only love me when I am unhappy

and depressed

and that's why I am depressed

But when I am really happy you hold me back

and hate me

you know it too

abuse me more

you know you want too

you know it's wrong

and it's all just to stop me from doing

things that are wrong