My Soul

an ever-growing presence

lingers in my soul

flowing out through my tears

slowly

hateful thoughts

leaking out with my warm blood

dripping from my wrists

cautiously

thoughts of my demise

tempt me nightly

ever-growing to be more a 

mouth-wateringly attainable,

goal

hell seems inviting

from these sinister eyes

my view has been distorted,

no longer can I survive

I am a nomad

in a immense universe

I have no one place to go

I will wonder forever

I speculate if I will ever

go anywhere

in this cruel world

cold words spill from

my corrupt lips

severing friendships

that have lasted years

I am unfit

to live on this earth

any longer