The knife:

I am screaming in your face

you don't hear me

is my message not clear enough?

or do you just not care?

I am going to the drawer

Do you notice?

Or is it not important to you?

I am pulling out the knife

Do you not see it in my hand?

or do you want me to have it?

I am thinking

Do you even wonder what I'll do with it?

or have you seen that I have it yet?

I put the knife to my wrists

Is this to extreme?

Or am I looking for the easy way out?

I am putting the knife away

Will you tell me 'everything is all right and we will help you'?

or will I go un-noticed like usual?

I am screaming in your face

One day you have to get the message