When did this all begin?

When did this all begin?

How did you decide that you

would involve me with this madness.

Why did you do this to me?

Did I ever do anything to you that,

would make you act this way to me.

How did I come to deserve this?

I wonder sometimes,

what it's like to have no worries.

Where did my childhood go?

Too many worries filled my head,

as they still do.

I wish I had no worries,

then may be I wouldn't have to

think about them so much,

and I wouldn't have this headache

and I wouldn't want to kill.